The Loudest Silence

hhmm..
okay, aku ngerti apa maksud kamu.
you just don't really know what kind of guy i am :)

bisa dimengerti, kita dulu hampir gak pernah ketemu dan tiba-tiba, poof!! ganti status ^^

aku masih belum ngerti kamu orangnya kaya apa, dan kamu juga belum begitu tau aku orangnya kaya apa. oke, kita emang pernah lama ketemu dulu. but it was a couple years ago. people change, eh?

jadi mungkin aku bersikap kaya gitu soalnya mungkin aku pikir yang aku mau gak selalu sejalan sama kamu. mangkannya aku lebih ke sikap, ladies rules. baru kalo aku nggak suka, aku bilang. but you seemed you don't really likeit, okay. i'll change.

trus akhir-akhir ini, kamu kayannya dingin banget, kaya udah ngak semangat lagi sama aku. untuk alasan apapun, aku fine-fine aja. sekarang aku juga udah terbiasa dengan cara bales sms kamu atau cara bicara kamu. and again, i'm fine. dan aku nggak berharap banyak dari kamu, lagi.
but i'll try to be a better person as the time goes on.
whether you're still with me or not, until that day, i don't care.

like you've said ,"itu juga demi kamu nantinya". i do take it as something. thanks for everything you've given to me. i appreciate that.

you're the first person who build me up or tear me down like an old abandoned house. you're the first person who, somewhat, cared about me untill that level.
you're the first person who said "i love you" to me.

and i never mad at you because you're, somehow, perfect, flawless creature. not like me, a mistake douchebag who's just passin' by :)

and so far..., you're still my best birthday gift that god ever sent.
thank you so much, it's nice to know you.

OST: Daughtry, Over You :)